writtern @9:04 AM
that's my new ATM bank at home...
God take my lovely mum away on 26 june -7.47pm.
well i have to be strong and move on with my life and that's what my mum want me to do... i misses her alot.. i wish she will give me a dream.. hope to see her in my dream..is it possible? the wake was on for 3 days.. but on the 1st day they close the cover of the coffin aldy.. =( i knw my dad is very sad... he misses my mum alot... haiz.. my whole family was at hospital with my mum the day she passed away.. i received a call from my bro in the afternoon and rush down.. manage to see my mum and accompany her for her last journey.. but she cant say any words as she's struggering for oxygen. many of my relatives, friends,classmates and partners were there for the wake.. some even ton night with me.. thanks for those who came down for the wake.. i really appreciate it. my mum will always be remembered deep in my heart..! hope she'll rest in peace.. dont worry abt us, we will take care de..
today.. i went to settle those house stuff with my family.. alot of stuff needa change coz my mum is no longer around. tomorrow im goin back to sch le... i knw my classmates misses me=)
i start to like my poly class le=) i think our class is very bond and i like it.... glad to be in tp IFC p805. i got a new ATM bank at home which i can deposit money and it will keep track of it de.. i like it so small and cute... it will set the target amount of money i want and then remember and it will let me knw how much money there is in the bank..lol cute rite?? must have password and the card slot inorder to withdraw money... haha! ok will stop here now... bye*
writtern @8:15 AM
lol this the picture i take at class jus nw haha..
writtern @6:28 AM
im updating my blog again..
what happened today? lol.. as per normal i went to sch ... and i was LATE.. =( lucky the lcture didnt mark me late.. hahyea jus now do my project wif eileen and we are almost done haha =) gonna finish soon le yea!!maths test only get 62 mark =( im happy im not the one who failed.. but unhappy with my marks...hai but jus pass can le ba..
tmr meeting rachel early go sch to study for the flash test nx monday.. dun wanna be the one who fail... so scare lar.. sometime i feel very sian doing all the sch stuff.. but i didnt knw tat i'll feel sian living in this world.. like kinda tired!! =( too many things happened too sudden le ba.. i really hope that my mum will be all right.. everyday i put her in my heart no matter where i go.. if really by leaving us wont make her suffer anymore.. i will let go.. as long she's not in pain and suffering.. but i really hope that she'll be fine.. my mum is strong.. i love her!!
ok gotta stop here for now le.. all the best and may god bless! tc!
writtern @5:59 AM
hello hello!!! im updating my blog again... lol they say i shld type more to practice my typing speed... hai..wat a NOOb i am..!!! my labtop fiNALLY fixed liao..
now at sch library.. im sick.. fever, cough and stone.. y??? i dunno.. sometime i ask myself what will my life be without my mum by my side... will my life be sorrow and dark??
noboby will care and concern about me like what my mum did.. she's my best mother i love her forever.. no matter where she is.. she will always be remember deep in my heart!! i regret why didnt i spend more time with her when she's by my side.. why did i spend my time on those usless things that will not last me forever?? why?hai i reli regreted it... she love US so much yet we always make her worried.hai
im happy that i have such a wonderful mum.. i'll always remember her and put her as a role model in life.
thanks for what you have done for us mother.. i love you!
ok stop here now.. tc!
writtern @4:27 AM
im At sch now.. computer programming lesson now..i feel so sick lar.. like as if my soul is not with me sia..=(the 2 weeks holiday was over.. so fast.. i didnt even have the time to relax and reli do my own stuff!! nx mon got web application test sia.. will be tested on FLASH!!! i feel like sleeping.. T_TSCH jus reopen and so fast got test le.. my frenz say i look damn pale..reli??mayb lack of sleep ba..(no one is following me... dun think too much)im very stone coz too tired le ba...!!! reli happy to get to see my ite frenz again tat day..on the bbq.. hope to meet up soon!!! stop here yea.. lecturer come liao..bye*tc*
writtern @11:00 PM
i'm at school now doing my web app project..damn sleepy
work 4 to 1am last night but its not a good night""
me and my partners felt something dirty in the store but try to convince ourselves that its our imagination!!
no"ONE" have been pressing the bell but it sounds.. and we could feel that something is not right..but try to be clam.
After that,me and nazreen was outside serving customers while daniel and hidayah was at the backroom.. out of a sudden, nazreen look at me and i looked at her OMG!! we ask: did you heard that??
we heard the bell ringing from the backroom.. but the problem is we didnt press the bell from the outside at all.. how come??? then i rush inside to ask if they heard the bell??? daniel reply: NO!!
OMG!!! what was that??? =x well, we still ignore it..
ok i wanted to stop my thinking and get back to work.. i started to top up the ice at the frappuccino side.. then i felt a tap on my shoulder.. i was like what the?? tot it was nazreen but when i turn back i saw no "ONE".I then see nazreen holding alot of cups wanted to top up.. how could it be her manz.. then i ask her.. she answer mE what???
from the answer i know she didnt!!! OMG! nvm.. then nazreen suddenly ask did daniel touched her ear?? hahaha omg!!! daniel was all the way talking to me.. its impossible manz!!!! what a bad day manz.. after i reached home after work,i bathe.. im ALONE at home last night.. then try to sleep.. its like cant even fall sleep!!! the fish in my house keep jumping like as if they are scared.. is it i think too much??? but i was really scared la.. the time was 5.30am then i get change and quickly get out of the house =( haiz... lol i go to my work place to rest at the sofa till 10am.. and thats all!!! =(( ok stop here now!!! god bless! byebye**
writtern @2:00 PM
SHE'S mY favourite idol....avril lavinge!!!
just reached home .. after a tiring day of work..finally get to feel the home sweet home..
i met 2 new partners from work today, was so blur sia just now, when wanting to top up sugar and straw i accidentally hit my head to the table..=( so pain sia!!! then i find out that the drawer is spoilt..lol i still thought is i make spoilt de but then later joanne told me it is spoilt long time ago.. lol!! hahah.. ok then i tell nizam about it and he say i dumb dumb...lol remind me of the binbo haha!!! back at the backroom nizam tell me: jus now dorcas spot him didn't zip up his pants..lol haha i was like laughing la lol!!! haha then i was like wandering girls that are pretty but dumb is called binbo then what about guy that are handsome but dumb???? lol joanne answer: HIMBO!!! then i was like looking at nizam and called out himbo..lol!! i fun it so fun working with them la..=) lol!!! after work, pang the new partner tell me say i look like mix blood...haha lol... actually he's not the 1st person that say that... many people say that sia..WHY??? do i really look like??
haha.. lol! anyway its a good thing lol i think??? haha!
all right gotta go and sleep aldy.. sleepy.. good nite!! =)
writtern @12:45 PM
Doing my blog now while downloading music..later gonna watch the ghost movie..=)today i went back to sch again.. tis time round i really very sleepy lol.. slept at 3am last night.. crazy rite??wahaha.. when sleeping time files very fast... when i reached home and bathe i go online..the time is around 6pm then i felt really tired so i decided to take a 1 hour nap ... cos wanna watch the 7pm channel8 drama..lol haha.. alvin wanted to wake me up at 7pm so i agree to it.. haha but know what?? the 1st time he call i hack care and continue to sleep cos reli tired ma..=( haha he then call the 2nd time..lol this time round i answer the call and guess he thought that im aldy awake liao.. but after he hang up i closed my eyes again and all the way untill 930pm then i wake up haha lol..! T_T soon my dad returned home.. as im broke.. guess he know ba.. he spare me some cash$$$ and tell me must go and eat.. =) yeah.. dun need to hunger myself..lol=)tomorrow start work from 4pm to 1am.. at least tomorrow don't need to wake up so early so can stay up abit late tonight.. yeah.. there's something i always tell my younger bro.. life goes on no matter what.. cos he tell me if anything happen to mum he got no heart to continue study anymore..(wrong thinking) =( mum wouldn't want to see him like that also ma.. if don't study now next time will suffered de..<<>> they must take care of the family in future de leh..hope he'll know how to think lor.. i getting more pimple le... =( too stress ba nowaday plus not enough sleep.. hai...holiday is like even worst la..not relax leh is like even more stuff to do.. gotta work still gotta go back school do project.. =( really no life sia!! hai ok stop here now..ghost movie is waiting for me now lol.. looking forward to go watch movie with my clasmates P805 this friday after my work hope most of them are going =) ok byebye*
writtern @8:48 AM
me &&&&&& my lovely mother!! my mummy is so pretty when she's young.. muacx i love her deep deep!!today went back to school to do my web application project with my classmates(liani,vick and darren) and i was late..lol maybe cos so late then sleep that's why cant't wake up on time..lol!! after doing project, me, eileen and alvin went to tampines mall to shop haha.. hai i no money le lol spend on the bus concession which cost me $52.. my pocket broke a hole.. must work more shift le..=( haha then when i reached home, i felt damn hungry so i decide to heat up and eat the rice dumping made by alvin lol..it is nice la.. alvin thanks to your mother ok..lol she cook really nice...i ate 2!!! i like it la haha don't say i pig ok zzz =) now im watching ghost movie while doin blog haha.. tomorrow gonna go back to do project also..=) hope can faster finish!well all the day today i misses my mother.. i know she's suffering in hospital..i miss her and wanna go see her but sometime i don't dare to go and visit her, i scare she'll tell me to let her go and don't make her suffer anymore.. my heart feel so pain when see her pain =( what should we do?? hai.. i dunno.. i dont want her to leave us..but i cant be so selfish to let her suffered. she say we send her to hospital is actually letting her suffer harming her instead of helping her. i feel so sad hearing that.. but no matter what i'll not give up de..i think what we can do now is to give her more support not to give up and be by her side!! no matter where she is.. she is always in my HEART!! i love her forever...well stop here for now feeling sleeply not enough sleep arh.. wan an ( good night!)*hope i'll sleep well* T_Thave not been sleeping well for days.. all right!! *bye*
writtern @10:03 AM
what happen today?? ~~~~
today i wake up at 5am.. early in the morning.. for what?? for money$$$
haha work lor.. lol
at work haha i ask one of my partner nizam what is binbo???
lol i totally got no idea!! he laugh and say is me la.. *wtf*
he den tell me it is a word use to describe those girls with good look but dumb.. *wtf*
but den later he tell me he say" wee qi actually u not dumb one but sometime u act dumb??*
crazy y will i wanna act dumb?? everyone wanna be smart jus tat i dun have the ability.
after work i went to pay my hp bill, now im broke..
i suddenly came to realise human come and go in life.. nothing is forever.. nothing will remain forever..
nothing last forever.. beSt friend i miss you alot.. I LOVE YOU! cya tmr.. wanna chat with you.. T_T
stop here now.. good bye!!
writtern @7:25 AM
That's the fried rice i cooked jus now for my dinner... lol!!! look nice ma?? haha!!
Today when i wake up my younger bro tell me my mum go hospital again.. =(
so i went to visit her.. she seems not very stable.. sometime ok but sometime blood sugar low again.. thats y always feel dizzy.. hai! hope at hospital she'll feel better...
tomorrow im gonna work opening shift.. gonna wake up at 5am..
so sian..=( im gonna go mad soon lol! u think i'll be late for work tmr???
maybe haha!! but i dun feel like slping leh...haha
i miss my mum... =( why mus she suffer?? heaven is so unfair!
( i dun like ppl to act in front of ME) JUS TELL ME U HATE ME CAN LE..
stop here le good nite!!
writtern @9:37 AM
writtern @9:29 AM
HELLO! everyone the time now is 12:38 and i cant sleep
thats why wanna share my childhood picture with you guys, lol!!
i reli misses those life!! how i wish i can go back... maybe later in my dream!! haha
my mum i love you.. jus now i went to her bed side looking at her and pray.. hope everything will be fine soon, ok gonna stop here.. gd nite all my friends!! take gd care!!! -)
writtern @9:37 AM
mY ChiLdhOod LiFE... IM SO naughty!!!! ( my mother is the BEST!!!)
I celebrated my 1 yr old birthday!!! this is my happy childhood life!!!
writtern @8:58 AM
mY CHiLdHood PiCTURE with MY MUM & DAD!!!
writtern @8:34 AM
<<--- cool Right??? <>
no offends!!! LOL!
Nothing special happen today!!! The whole day im staying at home with my mum.. she's resting now.. im doing my blog.. lol!!!
my dad ask if i wanna go see doctor or not cos of my sore throat... but i insisted not to!! 4 wat sia??? im a strong girl isn't it??? lol
haha.. my dad buy me chicken rice for lunch.. now im feeling so full!!!
=) somehow my throat feeling very itchy sometime.. keep wanna cough!!!
i miss my best fren alot...
i miss my classmates too lol!!!====>> specially rachel and shervvone lol!! haha!
knw wat kit hao is doin right nw???
LOL
he now *pao ba zhang* ( wraPPiNG rice dumping) their life all so happening de!!
haha alvin eat more n become fatty bom bom ok lol..<> =)
i going to take a nap later.. tis is my life manzz..
reli doin nothing at home sia.. becoming a stone soon!!!
watch tv, sleep?? eat? bathe? blog... lol!!! <<====pig manz!
getting lazy n lazy le lol...===>>> feel so slack!!
hee gonna slp a while le, stop here now yea! *bye**bye*
writtern @12:17 AM
MY LOVELY MUM!!
QI LOVE U FOREVER! HOPE SHE'LL RECOVER SOON!!!
Now i got nothing better to do...
my mum jus discharge from hospital this afternoon.
her condition is still not very stable yet.. im wry.. nw she's a slp...
haiz i reli dun knw y all tis happened... is it fated?
she reli scare me jus nw cos when we jus came home.., she told me she saw 2 guys in our house n she ask me wat r they doin here? there is no one else beside me n her in the house cos my dad and my 2 bro went out to buy wheelchair. i was so scare but pretend to stay clam n act like nothing happen.. i den told her she too tired liao tats y anyhow imagine things, den i tell her not to think too much cos she nv slp well at hospital last nite..( my mum is a nice person, god, please dont take her away i pray ) =(
hai i love her alot alot! how i wish i can take over wat she's suffering nw..
=''( ok ill stop here nw.. tmr gonna stay at home whole day to accompany my mum.. take care !!
writtern @8:28 AM
writtern @6:42 AM
my CLASSMATE... the snow flakes...
look at what he is doing?? haha opps!!!
writtern @6:36 AM
DO I looK like A malay girL??? LOLToday finally term test over.. i think i flunk it.. ( im so careless make so many careless mistakes) today went to tampines mall with my classmates.. =) too bad no money to shop... saw many nice stuff!!! haizz =( my throat danm pain so xin ku... jus now keep coughing in the bus while on my way home..... alot of ppl look at me.. so pai seh.. do i look weird if i have long hair?? i wanna try it out manz.. hhahaha!!!yeah.. tomorrow i wanna go visit my mummy.. hee miss her so much.. jus now i saw a shirt with words : Guys make what im today a*BITCH*lol haha i like it so much..im a slacker slacker slacker haha loli wanna eat, sleep, stone at home---->>> dun say i pig ok.. its a way of relaxing and this is call LIFE!!! LOL haha! ok stop here for now..byebye!!!
writtern @6:06 AM
