my long stories
Monday, June 9, 2008


today went back to school to do my web application project with my classmates(liani,vick and darren) and i was late..lol maybe cos so late then sleep that's why cant't wake up on time..lol!! after doing project, me, eileen and alvin went to tampines mall to shop haha.. hai i no money le lol spend on the bus concession which cost me $52.. my pocket broke a hole.. must work more shift le..=(
haha then when i reached home, i felt damn hungry so i decide to heat up and eat the rice dumping made by alvin lol..it is nice la.. alvin thanks to your mother ok..lol she cook really nice...i ate 2!!! i like it la haha don't say i pig ok zzz =)
now im watching ghost movie while doin blog haha.. tomorrow gonna go back to do project also..=) hope can faster finish!
well all the day today i misses my mother.. i know she's suffering in hospital..i miss her and wanna go see her but sometime i don't dare to go and visit her, i scare she'll tell me to let her go and don't make her suffer anymore.. my heart feel so pain when see her pain =(
what should we do?? hai.. i dunno.. i dont want her to leave us..but i cant be so selfish to let her suffered. she say we send her to hospital is actually letting her suffer harming her instead of helping her. i feel so sad hearing that.. but no matter what i'll not give up de..i think what we can do now is to give her more support not to give up and be by her side!! no matter where she is.. she is always in my HEART!! i love her forever...
well stop here for now feeling sleeply not enough sleep arh.. wan an ( good night!)*hope i'll sleep well* T_T
have not been sleeping well for days.. all right!! *bye*