Sunday, October 5, 2008

y do u always make my heart feel the pain im feeling now? y has it gonna be U? u are someone i loved so much.. y must it be u tat destroy it? u r the one who give me happiness although we quarrel,but my love for u didn't fade..But
and yet u r the one tat changed and destroy it in the end. y must it be U?
its been a year aldy isn't it? but y do i still feel the pain??? i wanted to erase my memories so much because the painfulness in my heart is not wat u can imagine.. its not that easy to heal like wat u say a year ago..how i wish it will heal. my life still continue to goes on without U.. but my heart is aldy dead...its not tat easy to fall for another someone. sometime im not as strong as wat u think i'm.. u always judged me wrongly.. anyway its not important anymore.. like wat u always say to me..past just let it past, rite? im not the way im.. i dun wan the way i wan.. i respect u!
i knw u wont be reading it tats y i dare to blog it.. i jus wanting to write my feeling out..every words i say is jus how i feel. i will still continue to try my best in the life ahead of me.. my future.. i hope i will find wat i reli wan in life and put everything behind me. still the happy and cheerful wee qi tat everyone knw.... tc!